Somethings Missing.
...and I don't know what it is.
Something is missing, and I want it.
when I'm with my absolute best friends, I feel out of place.
Sometimes they really make me feel like crap, worthless, stupid, a waste.
I can't feel this way anymore. My soul wont make it.
I don't know how to explain it.
It almost brings me to tears thinking about it.
Why doesn't it just click anymore?
Maybe I'm the thing bringing the group down.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
ugh.
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joe roy.
:((((
you're not the one. don't put that blame on you. you're such a great brother and a great friend. like KNOW that. really. it's just the whole not being on the same page. i'm sorry.
joe
it is definatly not you that is brining the group down. not even in the slightest! i would say you are one of the ones that makes the group more enjoyable. you bring laughter, joy, excitement, and craziness to us! i think every one is just stressed big time right now and we are none really paying attention to the things we say or do so they are making others feel like they aren't welcome and are out of place.
Father,
I thank-you Lord for the unconditional love you have for us. I thank you Lord that the only reason we can express joy is the fact tht you are the one who first gave us that joy to express. I thank-you that the only reason we can love others and be friends with others is because you first loved us and called us your friend.
I thank-you Lord for my brother Joe, Lord and I lift him up to you. I thank-you for what an encouragement he is even when he is not feeling encouraged.
Father, I ask that you circle Joe with friends who genuinely care for him. I pray for men and brothers to come into his life to mentor him and lift him up daily keeping him accountable to everything in his soul.
I pray you will strengthen him in his time of feeling out of place. However, i pray you remind him that in this world we are strangers and aliens in this place. We will marvel at the day when we fit in, in Your kingdom God!!!
Above all, be his best friend right now. Let him know that he is not alone.
God I pray for all of the youth kids I miss so much and ask that you can heal their friendships Lord. You did not ordain this life to be a lonely life, you ordained this life to be walked with, enjoyed with, and shared with fellow believers.
All these things we believe and pray in your name!
Thanks for your encouragement. What an amazing man of God you are! Im proud to call you my brother in Christ!
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