Sunday, March 23, 2008

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Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say again
Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open



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my heart dwells in dreams, that I know are realistic nightmares. my mind becomes lost in thoughts, lost in hopes, lost in remorse. my soul longs for restoration, for peace, for enjoyment.

nothing good can come from telling you, nothing good can come from not. i already feel like I have said to much, I've let my guard down.

I do apologize to you, for not getting it right. For my insecurities and immaturity.
You don't and didn't deserve it.

please, don't make assumptions about who I'm talking about. As far as you know, they might not even know I have a blog.

3 comment(s) from you.:

Lorren Ellen said...

im not sure what it is
but whatever it is just say it to whoever
it could make things better
and if it doesn't then it will blow over eventually.
it's better to speak you mind then to have it weighing on you mind :]

Amanda said...

yeah, dude, say whatever it is you need to say. Unless you don't think it's the wise thing to do. It may be what you want, but not the wise thing. Then that's a different story.

But, normally, getting it out is the best thing you can do. Even if it leaves you feeling like a donkey in the end. :P

Just be like to yo self, "Joe Roy, you fine lookin' fellow you (:D), what you want to tell _____, is it the wise thing to say? Do you feel like it would be better, no matter what the reaction is, to get it off your chest, or should we just leave it between us and God?" haha, then you can have a good ol' argument with yourself about what to do. (:

hope that nonsense of advice helped. (:

Amanda said...

oh, one good thing to ask yourself is why you arn't saying it. what's holding you back from saying it? if it's God, fear, wisdom in disguise, whatever.

 

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